Thursday, May 19, 2011

A Story to Tell (for Stewart)


I tried to hide the pain
within me
at times He left me...


Twice...
Thrice...

Leaving sweet tender 
crystal clear tears
falling down my eyes

twice...
thrice...

I lived in dreams
had tried
and never stop hoping
that one day

He will smile at me
while I am saying to him...

"I am no longer chasing storms
but boundless reverence
because you are now with me"

In my dreams
I am the passionate writer
who struggles to bind words

and phrases of love
to lay him down...
down in such wonderment...

I became a tough wanderer
with poetry by my side...

I lived in our special place
a place without time and infinite space...
Only my love and his love exist...

Forgetting the pact I made with the world
I produced magic....

mixed ink and blood from my bruised heart,
I created art
only for him...

After many times
of counting the rainy nights

Finally...

The cute,little moonbeams
peeped through the window...

It was very quiet last night
except the sweet breath
that warmth my face...

He smiled
when I placed my lips next to his ears
and whispered...

"I am no longer chasing storms
but boundless reverence
for you are now with me
as my husband..."



he smiled and kissed me goodnight.